Hot N Cold

Watching 10th Kingdom all day with my best friends, Lindsay, Crystal, Reese, and Finley. We are going to rock till the break of dawn!

Earwig War

War has been declared on me. I didn't know that I was a guest in someone elses house but the earwigs have made it clear that I am not welcomed.

One week ago I woke up and went to brush my teeth like any normal human being does in the morning. And there on my tooth brush (oh by the way I am a super freak when it comes to tooth brushes and brushing my teeth. I even have a tooth brush cover that I use.) and there on the head of my tooth brush is a huge earwig just hanging out. NOT OK! Of coarse I killed it and threw away my tooth brush and had to run to Walgreens (yes I am an old lady) to get a new one.

I foolishly thought that was the end of my torments. But then last night as I am getting ready for bed there on my nice newly washed pillow case is another earwig. This one was ready to fight. As I choke back a sob (because I know that I will never again be able to do my favorite hobby, which is sleep) I attack with the might of a warrior.... or just grab a tissue and mush it and flush it down the toilet.
As I walk out of the bathroom after flushing my enemy I see another earwig scuttling to safety in the hall by my bedroom door. Again I kill it and stand defeated in the dark hallway waiting for the next attack.

Not knowing when or where they are going to strike next is the worst part about war. I must have killed their Queen or something. The weird thing is my landlord wont return my calls to come spray the house..... she has either been taken hostage or is one of them. My money is that she is the mastermind behind this war sending the earwig troops to send me packing.

I might have won the battle.... but I am not sure I will win the next battle.

Feeling.....

Sad
Lonely
Like a teenager
Rage
Rage
Stumped
Worthless
Just wishing that i could go into a coma for a couple months


On the other hand.....

Feeling.....

Loved
Young
Free
Closer to who i want to be
Sisters
Strong
Strong
Careful
Daughter
Aunt

Loved.

When i started writing this i thought it would just be negative because those are the feelings that are swirling around my head like a flock of birds.

Who wants to come over and shoot some birds with me?

I went to California in February and spent the whole time taking pictures with my uncles amazing Cannon Rebel. i know that it was like 5 months ago but i just got the pictures and i want to share!
The waves were huge rolling one right after another.
I spent most of the time at the beach in San Francisco, i took pictures of strangers and tried my best not to get soaked from the waves.
sometimes we try to bite off more then we can chew.....
.... and end up running away
I love this photo
I ended up talking to this new family. Their son was 5 months old they brought him here the same day every month. This was the first place that they went when they got home from the hospital with him. They wanted him to have a spot of his own and what a better spot then the beach.
This couple was so cute he kept pulling her hat up to kiss her on the side of her head.
This is the Golden Gate bridge from a tiny hole in a Civil War Presidio.
I love this picture i had to climb up on top of a hella high wall and lay on my belly to get it. i am really proud of it.